You high, baby?


Music Playlist Ringtones
Create a playlist at MixPod.com

posts

Tuesday, 09 February 2010

  • Immersed, maybe. Drowning, yes.

    There's a place downtown,
    where the freaks all come around.
    It's a hole in the wall,
    it's a dirty free-for-all.

    Now we lookin' like pimps,
    got a water bottle full of whiskey.
    Got my drunk text on,
    I'll regret it in the mornin' but tonight
    I don't give a damn.

    Lose your mind, lose it now.
    Lose your clothes, in the crowd.
    We're delirious. Tear it down
    till the sun comes back around.

    - “Take It Off” by Kesha

    I’m starting to lag behind for tutorials.

    Now I can’t fulfill the promise to myself to complete all tutorials on time.

Monday, 08 February 2010

  • I'm dozing off as I write this.

    500days04 (2)

    (From One Day One Movie: 500 Days of Summer)

    One shouldn’t harbor too much optimism about attraction between opposites, since after all, even if with the initial spark, it fizzes off real soon. Or at least that’s what I’ve been made to see after all this time.

    We lead such different lives, belong to such different social circles, and have such different ideals. A slightly similar character wasn’t going to get us anywhere.

    What was I thinking?

    I guess I’ll stick with those who share my lifestyle, preferences and ideals. Differences in relationships are currently unsettling me to no end.

Sunday, 07 February 2010

  • Hi, I am 17 and in Identity Monatorium.

    6iu4EDOw8pukx6npMOAc4fYTo1_500

    (From One Day One Movie: Stuart Little)

    According to About.com,

    Theorist Erik Erikson coined the term “identity crisis” to refer to a time of intensive analysis and exploration of different ways of looking at oneself.

    Identity Statuses:

    • Identity achievement: Commitment to one identity after exploration of different identities
    • Moratorium: Active exploration of different identities, without commitment yet
    • Foreclosure: Commitment without attempting identity exploration
    • Identity diffusion: There is neither an identity crisis or commitment

    I think it’s common for people my age to be in an identity crisis, but it feels like I’m alone in this "exploration"...

Thursday, 04 February 2010

  • FISTPUMP

    Recently I’ve been in a pretty wistful mood and this feeling of lightness makes me want to go party pretty badly. Yes, I am still very much in a STUDY OR DIE mood, but I’m definitely in a clubbing mood! Apparently they’re not mutually exclusive… Hehe.

    Okay, I’m not entirely happy of course, but the happiness bar is currently at a new high. I hope this good mood lasts. (:

    Although my eyes are still dry as ever these days, my leg is healing, and so I’m happy. (:

    Oh, I still miss ______ anyway.

    And there’s Campfire tomorrow. (:

Tuesday, 02 February 2010

  • It's Underrated.

    500days00 (2)

    (From One Day One Movie: 500 Days of Summer)

    The silence isn’t so bad
    Till I look at my hands and feel sad
    ‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
    Are right where yours fit perfectly

    Drenched in vanilla twilight
    I’ll sit on the front porch all night
    Waist-deep in thought because
    When I think of you I don’t feel so alone

    As many times as I blink
    I’ll think of you tonight

    And I’ll forget the world that I knew
    But I swear I won’t forget you

    Oh Darling, I wish you were here

    - "Vanilla Twilight" by Owl City

Monday, 01 February 2010

  • MELOVEYOULONGLONGTIME

    500days01 (2)

    CURRENTLY TOO

    BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY

    TO BLOG PROPERLY AND WILL REMAIN SO FOR A FEW MORE DAYS AND OH YES STEVE APPLETON IS STILL LOVED.

Saturday, 30 January 2010

  • I realised I sound schizophrenic in many posts

    steve_appleton05_web6720091446  

    Steve Appleton is… MMM… delicious. Great face, great body, great accent, great voice. Listen to his cover of “Fireflies”, “Fly Me to The Moon”, and especially his song “Dirty Funk” (watch its video too, it’s on the blog playlist.). He has a sexy half smirk and piercings, he sings and plays the guitar (well), and he produces awesome covers. And I’ll bet he likes animals and babies too. That’s, what, totally the ideal guy? What’s not to love?!

    Okay. *Snaps out of wistful daydream.*

    Time to finish that elephantine pile of homework.

    (While listening to Steve Appleton’s songs, that is.)

    untitled 

Friday, 29 January 2010

  • Get Me A Blanket

    500days0 (2)

    (From One Day One Movie: 500 Days of Summer)

    Gosh, my homework is snowballing dangerously. I can see that other people are starting to get worn out too, and it’s funny because I always thought I would have been one of the first to collapse, or at least burn out before they do.

    ...

    /

    (Just because I don’t want to belong to anyone doesn’t mean that I don’t believe we belong to each other. “It's not the same without you because it takes two to whisper quietly.” Stop with the excuses. Realize that people accept you. Know that I miss you.)

Thursday, 28 January 2010

  • Just One Look From You Can Drive Me Insane

    madness is like gravity all it needs is a little push

    “Madness is like gravity. All it needs it a little push.”

    (From One Day, One Movie: The Dark Knight)

    J1 orientation started today, and certain schools (excluding NY and HC) are almost saturating the cohort: Scary! And the rowdy orientation activities are really distracting. Same goes for the mad rushes and hype! (Pardon my bitterness.) I’m certainly not looking to be interested (or involved) in any petty J1 politics. Don’t tell me about the juniors! Don’t tell me who’s “high-profile” and who’s the Bitch! Don’t tell me about the guy with dozens of admirers!

    (Unless I ask, of course.)

    ...

    (Kidding!)

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

  • And I was like, "Baby, baby, baby, ohhh."

    “You could be happy and I won’t know

    But you weren’t happy the day I watched you go

    Is it too late to remind you

    How we were?

    I should’ve stopped you from walking

    Out the door

    You made me happier than I been by far

    Somehow everything I own smells of you”

    - You Could Be Happy by Snow Patrol

    /

    I shouldn’t have left you alone with her that night. I had thought that some music would take my mind off of you and hopefully prevent me from developing stronger feelings for you. My, look how wrong I’d been.

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

  • Regret

    itstartedwithachair (2)

    "It all started with a chair."

    (From One Day, One Movie: Juno) 

    Eee. Most of the time I try not to regret anything I’ve done, but now I can’t help but think that what happened in 2009 was a big, fat mistake that I will not hesitate to undo if I ever get to travel back in time. Yes, it made me learn and yes, one shouldn’t dwell on the past, but it’s now nagging on my conscience and making me feel like I’ve let everyone (including myself) down infinitely.

    “Those three words are said too much. They’re not enough.”

Monday, 25 January 2010

  • "Do you... like me?"

    500days8 (2)

    (From One Day, One Movie: (500) Days of Summer) 

    Is frankness that hard? Since when have we learnt to hold back that one compliment, that one love confession, that one apology or that one suggestion, when many a times it is actually much needed, hoped for and wanted, and will be infinitely appreciated? Since when did friendships become so fragile that a single, otherwise harmless, confession of, “I miss you” or “I love you”, becomes a threat to behold? Why do we decide to factor in the fear of rejection, dismissal, disappointment and mockery when debating whether to be honest?

Sunday, 24 January 2010

  • I Can't Look

    6iu4EDOw8px63y0rB9NAt8Who1_500

  • I MISS YOU.

    I’m running out of ways to make you see

    I want you to stay here beside me

    I won’t be okay and I won’t pretend I am

    So just tell me today and take my heart

    Please, take my heart

    Please, take my heart

    Please, take my heart

    Just say yes

    It’s not a test or a trick of the mind,

    Only Love

    For god’s sake, dear,

     Just say yes

    I can feel your heartbeat through my shirt,

    This is all I wanted

    (Snow Patrol - Just Say Yes)

    /

    You don’t know this, but you always keep me from quitting.

Friday, 22 January 2010

  • Leave Your Situations At The Door (And Just Dance For Me).

    The SCS project is pretty doomed so I'm at a loss. Should we continue pushing for our initial proposal? Should we settle for less and grit our teeth through the many challenges that'll follow? Should we just abandon ship entirely?

    Man. I really can't get where the school management is coming from, to flatly refuse support of any sorts even if it won't be at their expense. Somehow the reasons given aren't justified enough, I feel.

    And I'm not working hard enough - in all aspects - I've got to put in so. much. more.

    More, more and more.

Thursday, 21 January 2010

  • Whou! That Mountain Sure Ain't Small.

    Sometimes something so incredulously disgusting happens to you that, after the initial rude shock, you burst into laughter and tears simultaneously, be it in mockery, wonder, jest, relief, exasperation, amusement or frustration. During such times, it's best if you have a bundle of blankets to curl under, a good book, and someone to share a good ol' hug with. No matter what happens, you've got to remember that retaliation and rashness will be an immediate indication that you've stooped to a new low, a low that can only describe the other party's level of integrity and abidance to fair play.

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

  • Would you stroke the soft belly of a dead pigeon?

    A dead pigeon was lying on the roadside, horribly mangled and the neck almost severed, when I made my way home. Earlier today when I was going to school I had actually seen that same pigeon, still alive at that same spot, looking like it was having a fit of sorts. Its wings were spread open, and it seemed to be… convulsing … while violently slamming itself on the ground. Well, I’m not going to say that it reminded me of the fragility of life and all that shit. It was simply disturbing and even till now the memory persists.

Monday, 18 January 2010

  • In Need Of Sleep, In Want Of Work.

    Today, I:

    • Laughed at Sheila’s concern for “The Lone Figure” who later “eh, got friend already”,
    • Realized that I might have been too ambitious for 2010,
    • Missed someone terribly,
    • Envied someone slightly,
    • Almost bled my brains out through my nose in the morning, WTF? 
    • Grumbled about how the wind is suddenly damn strong for no reason these days, and
    • Had a very nice lunch.

    My schedule’s packed to the brim: I may be at risk for burnout but at least then I can stop thinking so much about someone. Why can’t he see that?

Sunday, 17 January 2010

  • "Cosy" Redefined

    OMG! I almost forgot to blog today. Phew!

    Okay actually it's 1.27am, 18th Jan, but I have to make an entry for 17th Jan so I adjusted the time of this post.

    Anyway, the juniors are coming to school tomorrow, but I’m not very excited about them. Meh, I don’t want to share our class bench. And, well, the campus is already cramped enough even without the seniors. Now I understand how the seniors must have felt about us invading their space last year, hah.

    (I’m worried that I’m probably gonna relive 2009. I must not let 2009 happen again!!!)

Saturday, 16 January 2010

  • I am not letting 2009 happen again.

    I've been having Mac's Twister fries 3 days in a row! Hah, it's super addictive, especially with a vanilla ice-cream cone.

    ANYWAY, PEOPLE:

    I'm gonna be blogging about SINGAPORE CAN SPEAK 2010 aw-riiiite, for the next few months. It's a nationwide public-speaking campaign with a competition in late May, and the 2010 Singapore Youth Ambassador will be selected via this competition! All JCs, Polytechnics and Universities will be involved.

    Please lend us your support! Publicity will reach you real soon, in school, through magazines, radio, TV, Facebook, yada-yada... 2010's theme is Make Poverty History.

    Details next time!

    Finish your homework!

solemndrollery

  • Visit solemndrollery's Xanga Site
    • Name: fiona
    • Birthday: 11/28/1992
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/27/2008

archives

Don't worry - your calendar is here… to see it in action just click "Save" above and refresh the page.